I swore that the last time this would never happen again, my tears fell hard to the floor,
HOW did this happen again? who is to blame?, pain still fresh from the last time,
I swore this wouldnt happen again...
I give him my all, bring him alive for the whole world to see, I gave up the other part of me, our souls became one, only for me to be be,
I swore that the last time this would never happen again...
here we go, just a short time again, where did this start, how do I not let it end?
our world and life together has just beggun, thou feels like running on 1000 years, pretending I know everything, does anyone see through my pain and understand my fears?
I swore the last time this woulnt happen again...
I sat in the chapel wondering if I had the right to pray, when everyone around me was asking for the same,
please lord, I gave him my life, dont take him away,
I swore that the last time, this wouldnt happen again...
but here I sit, again at your door, just give us more time,
when time is all im asking for,
I know the day may be near, but its not for me to decide,
but when that faitful day comes around how do I say goodbye?
maybe i can go with him, staring out a 7th floor window,
How great it would be to fall,
I swore that the last time, this would not happen again,
I want the pain to go away, I no longer want to cry, I want to live
with him always..by myside. so when that day may come I will not say goodbye,
I will go away with him, so he won't be shy, together we wont cry,
I swore that the last time, this would not happen again...
I failed on my words, we went there again, I look back on my mistakes
while I just sat and help his hand, where ever you go, I will be there with you,
but dont give up on me, and I will fight for you,
i swore that the last time, but how do I stop this from happening again?
