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Tuesday, August 2, 2011

the beginging (part2)

3 days in the local hostpital under the hostpitals pediatricians care, one thing I will never for get he told me, I often use the same word to describe my boy, I really did find it kind of funny, he said,'"your boys a conundrum",(Yes I will admitt I did not know what the heck that ment but after I looked it up, he was kind of right, I recently reminded him of that, he said he was glad I had a good sense of humor and was easy going) and Like I said I often still call him that, its become one of my favourite words)
I don't remember everything about thise 3 days in the hostpital, just letting my boy throw up on the floor so everyone could see for themselves just how much he was losing of his food, and FINALLY that Doctor said, "ya he throws up, like alot" , Well DUH! thats what Ive been saying for 5 weeks now, he was sent for a sweat test, but being a newborn still, they don't tend to sweat much so of course, it was inconclusive, after 3 days the pediatrican wasted no more time and told me he was going to kingston where he could meet with a team of doctors and a place that was better equipt to deal with such mysterious situations as my boys,
so off we went, to where I thought my boy was finally going to get the help he needed and he would finally get well(even though I had a terrible voice in my head saying something was terribly wrong)
WE met with the pediatrician on call for the week in Kingston (I was feeling so overwhelmed by such a big hostpital compared to Belleville, almost scared) he told me they would under go some testing and we would meet with a GI Doctor to take a look at him, "
"but for now" he said, "we will chub him up",
by that they just put an NG tube down his nose and put him on a formula he couldn't be allergic too in anyuway, Neocate.
'DID I believe this Doctor when I he said he could help and fix my boy?? yes, did I feel like he know what he was doing?? yes, was I wrong in the most painfully learned way? yes...

to be continued...