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Monday, January 16, 2012

beautiful boy

good morning beautiful boy, today you turn six,
every year older is another mile stone,
another story of how far you've come,
not forgetting the road behind,
and the days that were most unkind,
but through every experience both good and bad,
there was a lesson learned, even ones more sad,
good morning beautiful boy, today you turn six,
I loved you before I knew your name,
and if I only knew what life had instore for you,
I would still have loved you just the same,
though my dreams I had of you riding a bike,
running around, hearing you say my name,
still brings tears to my eyes, i look back and wonder
to you I say this, I can not lie, and I wonder why?
good morning my beautiful today you turn six,
though you may not walk, in your wheelchair you will stride
and I know you know my name, I see it in your eyes,
I am you mommma, most proud, you are my boy,
I promised to never let you fall,
To fight for you is all I know how to do,
when times look at there worst, I just look at the days ahead,
we will get back to them , just look at you,
Good morning my beautiful boy, today you turn six,
and theres been some really happy days,
being home together with our family,
makes all those harder times just a haze,
though I would not change a thing of who you are,
to keep you healthy and home, with a brother, sister , ans daddy
who love you,
I will keep wishing on the brightest star,
Good morning my beautiful boy, today you turn six,
the lyrics of a song, they don't change,
but the scars of who we are really do fade with age,
if I could sing this to you in a lullaby,
knowing one day, you will be carrying to the sky,
though my heart be broken, a part of me gone,
you will run around free, think of me, now you can fly,
Good morning my beautiful boy, today you turn six,
I won't think about tomorrow, cauze I have you today,
lifes a mystery, I lay my heart with yours
cause two hearts beating , far better then one,
I was lost before you came along,
though I was a mother of one, things seemed to easy,
then when I had you, my lifes meaning begun,
now a proud mom of 3, I know just who im suppose to be,
Good morning my beautiful boy, today you turn six,
I am who I am, your who your suppose to be,
I see your spirit, it shines so bright,
the life I gave to you, and you shine in the light
though there is answers to questiones we may never know,
somehow they don't matter, they won't direct us where to go,
what we have here today, is all we know,
Good morning my beautiful boy, today you turn six,
the road ahead is not paved,
its the bumps and curves that led us our way,
so when people see us walk by, you see the fear in their eyes,
but once they know your name, it all goes away,
you live a little different, inside still the same,
Good morning my beautiful boy, today you turn six,
what do they know anyway? there words untrue,
"have a little faith in me" I heard you say,
you pulled through again, so hard I prayed,
Good morning my beautiful boy, today you turn six,
and all thats in our life, far from our view,
one thing remains the same, always is true....
how much
I love you!