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Sunday, February 3, 2013

The time Steven Tyler never came to dinner

Though I love all and everything Steven Tyler (I like to call myself his future ex wife), this actually has very little to do with him, for some reason I had the tittle '' the time Steven Tyler never came to dinner" stuck in my head, so why not use it anyway.

 so even though I never really invited Steven Tyler over for Dinner, There was that time, I did have 3rd row concert seats when I was like 20, i was taking my Dad for his Birthday, was really gong to score "best daughter ever" with that one (sorry Michelle and Kayla, you understand right), well, It didn't happen, just hours before the concert ended, Steven Tyler had to cancel the show due to a headache...CRUSHED! the show was not re scheduled. so, no Steven , and no Daughter of the year .

I want to take back myself a little, my love of music, Rock stars, 80's music still live inside of me.
Though The 80's was not my ERA, I was all of 10 when it ended. Lets never talk about the '90s era, Not much good came out it, at least music wise.
Nothing can brighten my day more then my sons bright eyes, and playing Areosmith real loud, while I clean house, or strap on my headphones and go walking, Steven Tyler's voice goes with Everything!

 Ive also took up yoga a month and some ago, and I love it! really really love it, and Ive been faithful to it,and eating healthier , which means, I mainy only shop in the produce section, I live on veggies, fruit, eggs, chicken , and homemade soups. I have a true love and passion for spinach, it goes with everything, I can hide it real well in food too.
 I make sure to get out for fresh air when ever I can, being couped up inside is enough to drive anyone crazy.
 Doing just these little things do help and my jeans have never fit better.


 Being a stay at home mom of 3 and to a complex boy 24/7, has a way of making you forget who you really are, you develop a pattern of only tending to house and kids, and sleep? well...that's something long ago .

 I get a little sad, have feelings o worthlessness, Some days, I just wish I could get up and go out to work like everyone else, being a single income household is a real struggle sometimes, and you have to make every penny count, and there's not much left for savings,
but also just to get out and do my own thing, among other adults who call me by my first name , instead of mom.

 But for the most part, I love being home with my kids, truly watching them grow and knowing I'm not missing anything of their little lives, and that I can take true pride in all they accomplish , knowing i had just a little part in their success.

 And I wouldn't want no one else to come in and take care of Johnathon (my complex boys) He and I have come into a world that sometimes feels like its just he and I, we depend on each other like the air we breath, I love him so, and never want to face a life without him, I don't think there is a world for me without him. however, there is that once or twice a year I steak of to a rock concert , a few hours all to myself drooling of the leather pan-tattooed hotness on stage, oh ya...and the great music too.

 So if I find myself getting ,down, I just pick my long face up off the ground, and think its not that bad, nothings ever really that bad and its always going to be alright, its always going to be alright.

 Oh and @IamStevenT , please do feel free to come to Dinner if you wish! besides, I think you owe me!